tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91105581241384508352011-04-22T04:19:17.568+07:00"...a kisser, chocolate lover, music lover, rain lover..."FallenIshtarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07741333335665449227noreply@blogger.comBlogger641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110558124138450835.post-60684019255139748552009-05-10T19:27:00.001+07:002009-05-10T19:33:04.311+07:00

angkut-angkutpindah-pindahkerumah barucerita barusemangat barucu allm(_ _)m.:. just a though .:.

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untuk sementara dan entah berapa lama..blog akan ditinggalkan [lagi]..atau mungkin dihapuskan keberadaannya..thanks for coming m(_ _)mc u..in another chance *i wish i have*.:. just a though .:.

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Bukan judul lagu Dewa loh :P hm, pernah ga sih bangun tidur, memandang sekeliling dan merasa kosong? bukan karena kamu hanya sendiri, tapi merasa benar-benar kosong, kekosongan yang membuatmu jengah, kekosongan bukan karena sepi. Mungkin sebagian orang menyebutna hampa, dan sungguh..perasaan ini amat sangat tak nyaman. Memandang sepi ke sekeliling kamar, dan hanya kamu sebagai titik. This feeling

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post lanjutan tentang liburan yang lalu nih :Djadi, dimulai dari jam 8 *rencanana* tapi berhubung si bos belon bangun jam segitu *grgrgrgrgr* dan ada beberapa urusan yang harus diseleseikan, jadi saia dan teman berangkat kurang lebih jam 9 pagi, di saat mentari terik-terikna menyinari bumi *halah* dimulai dari hotel, menuju arah alun-alun, mencari "perlengkapan tempur" aliyas topi dan kacamata

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sepertina kepala saia terkena benturan waktu tidur, atau karena banyakna guncangan yang terjadi, banyak hal yang saia pikirkan hari ini *seriously* tentang hidup, relationship dan banyak hal..Membaca buku Tokyo, karangan Mo Hayder yang reviewna saia tulis disini mau tak mau membuat saia berpikir banyak tentang hidup. Bahwa kita, yang hidup ada diatas yang mati, bahwa mereka, yang mati demi yang

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capeeeeeeeeeee....hehehehe hari ni dapet libur sehari dari bos..lumayan buat memuaskan hasrat travelingku keliling kota :D meskipun udah tinggal selama beberapa bulan, tapi belum banyak tempat yang aku datengin hehehehe secara gitu dikantor mulu *sigh*kalo bulan kemaren tujuan travelling jauh diluar pulau *ceileeeh* kali ini tujuan masih di pulau jawa, berdua bersama sahabat sejati berjalan

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hm...binun mo kasih tiitle apa,yah sudahlah sekena na..berhubung kota yang sedang saia tinggali ini lagih hot-hotnah :Dhari ni rasana komplit banget, ngerasa sebel, seneng, sedih de el el..kumplit pake telor..yang seneng, today we have lil bit conversation..aaaaaaawwwwhh..it made me soooooooo happy *blushing* imagine that..i never thought he will talk to me again..setengah tercengang, terdiam,

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huanjrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittt...!!!!!!!yups,anjrit banget sodara-sodara..lagi-lagi hidungku mencium aroma dia...arggghhhh..!!!!gara-gara ada 1 tamu yang datang dan memakai parfum yang sama, sontak lutut terasa lemas, dan bayanganku cuma dia..dan peluknya..kampret!!kampret!!bikin konsentrasi kerja buyar dan kacau...gimana engga, aroma yang sempat terlupa, tiba-tiba

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04 : 43 pmits the fourth day..what am i doing here ???05 : 02 pmhave u ever imagine hit the wall with ur head ?? is it good?im thinking to do that...05 : 15 pmthey said if u lookin at ur pc without blinking, ur eyes will shed the tears..(thinking)08.11 : pmsweating..sing peter pan song...looking the ciggarete..should i?10 : 25 Pmneed to wash my face..and brain...11 : 45 pmstupid me...shameless..

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pathetic..thats what my friends said..thats what i feel..like or not i have to admit it..wish i could easily cry..to release the pain..now i only can give it to the time..wish it will heal heart and pain....:. just a though .:.

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tahukah kamu, saat kata-kata tak lagi punya makna..??saat kalimat tak lagi punya daya...tahukah kamu, saat otakmu bahkan tak lagi mampu berbicara..??saat kamu hanya bisa terdiam membisu..mungkin itu awal..dari jeda panjang yang harus dilalui..tak perlu kamu pahami..nikmati saja ruang diam itu...:. just a though .:.

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hm, ni bukan tentang dunia flora dan fauna loh, yup tak lain tak bukan ya tentang aku dwonks, cewe paling manis pemilik blog inih *dikeplak ramerame*.sebenerna punya niat hibernasi *lagi* karena lagi ga ingin berkata-kata, dan kata-kata pun sepertina sedang malas denganku *apa seeehh*. tapi berhubung sesi curhat dengan satu sobat setia saia, maka post ini pun terlahir *halah*.jadi begini, yang

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ceileehh..tumben judulna gitu yah..tenang ajah,ni cuma sekedar judul.mana mungkin aku yang gaptek ngerti soal begonoan, kalo begituan okeh, tapi yang begono ga tau *halaaaahhh,apa coba*Jadi begini ceritana, kan aku punya widget box net tuh, nyang isina mp3 lagu-lagu soundtrack hidupku *ditimpuk* iseng-iseng ngotak-atik malah jadi ilang semuah..hwaaaaa...jadilah aku seperti anak ayam kehilangan

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Ain't no sunshine when he's goneIt's not warm when he's awayAin't no sunshine when he's goneAnd he's always gone too longAnytime he goes awayWonder this time where he's gonewonder if he's gone to stayAin't no sunshine when he's goneAnd this house just ain't no homeAnytime he goes awayAin't no sunshine when he's goneAnd this house just ain't no homeAnytime he goes awayAnd I know, I know, I know, I

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dunno why, i keep wondering today, what happened with me??what happened with my feelings???is this my limit ??is this the time when i have to stop ??is this the time when i have to go???is this the end ??well, IS THIS????*questioning,crying*.:. just a though .:.

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i must be crazy, am i??demn..demn..demn....typless,speechless,how can i said things like that....aaarrgggggghh!!!stupid idiot..i should be kept silence!!!!being honest is useless if it make him just back to his coffin...grgrggrggrggr...i really should take a brake now...or i will lose him..and i wont..even maybe he and i just can be friend, its enough for me, rather than being forgotten and

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ambil nafas sejenak sebelum nulis *sigh*. what a day for me, baru pagi gini ajah, udah ada yang nguji kesabaran, mulai dari ada yang ga pengertian *hope my lil boss didnt read this*, ada yang sotoy *huh*, ada yang sensi *biasa aja dibilang galak* dan baru aja nulis gini, si dia langsung bilang kalo aku sedang emosi *huh*. cobaan orang yang lagi puasa emang berat yah *lebay* hehehe abisna bete

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*sigh* dari judulna kayana kagak banget deh wakakakkaka just wanna share some story,may i???hmm...setelah "berlibur" perasaan sedikit lega, sedikitnya banyak menjawab pertanyaanku tentang dia, yeap...i went to his place :) sedikit melepas rindu dan menjawab tanya *halah*.tapi ternyata hidup memang adil yah, setelah puas "bersenangsenang" dan balik kekantor ada sedikit masalah dengan sesama

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ngantuk..pusing...binun...hahahaha..aneh...ngantuk karena semalam baru bisa tidur jam 2 pagi dan harus bangun jam setengah 5,meskipun abis itu tidur lagi sih sebentar wkwkwkw..pusing,ngejawab bejibun sms,wall facebook,comment ef es,and social networking lainna..yup..this is my bday,so everyone just said congrat :)) *what congrat??!!*jujur..aku benci hari ini..hari yang membuat hatiku selalu

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kamu itu racun...racun manis yang melenakanku.racun yang membuatku ingin menyesapmu perlahan,menikmati semua sari yang ada,racun yang membuatku ingin menghirupmu dalam-dalam.dan tersimpan dalam botol aroma,disudut hati kecilku.kamu itu obat...pengobat malam sepiku,yang semula berbayang kelam.pengobat keringna kedua bibirku,yang merekah karena sentuhanmu,pengobat yang membuatku mencandu,karena

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Five for Fighting - Superman LyricI can’t stand to flyI’m not that naiveI’m just out to findThe better part of meI’m more than a bird...I’m more than a planeMore than some pretty face beside a trainIt’s not easy to be meWish that I could cryFall upon my kneesFind a way to lieAbout a home I’ll never seeIt may sound absurd...but don’t be naiveEven heroes have the right to bleedI may be disturbed...

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hidup itu seperti skenario, benarkah ? entah. dalam hidup kita harus memilih, akan menjadi apakah kita. Penonton yang melihat orang lain berperan sebagai protagonis, antagonis? atau bahkan mungkin kita adalah protagonis sekaligus antagonis? Hanya saja dalam hidup skenario sutradara a.k.a kita berbeda dengan skenario sang penyandang "dana" alias Tuhan.Saat menjadi penonton kita sekaligus menjadi

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entah kenapa, kamu selalu membuatku tercekatmelewati kata atau sikapselalu bisa membuatku tak bisa bernafasentah karena terlalu sakit atau terlalu senangberlari-lari hingga ujung mentaritetap saja tak bisa membuatku sembunyikerlip mata nakalmu membuatku menaridalam asadalam hampahahahahahahahahahhadan kamu tertawa dalam luka.:. just a though .:.

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nnhh...salahkah kalo kamu jadi inspirasiku?bukan gombal bukan merayu..bukan juga hanya tentang kamu dan aku..tapi kemana lagi rasa tentang kamu tertumpah?kalo bukan dalam kata-kata yang memiliki maknamungkin kamu tak akan mengertimungkin mereka tak perduliaku hanya ingin menumpahkan yang meruahmelimpah tak bisa kubendung lagisalahkah kalo kamu [masih] jadi inspirasi?salahkah kalo rasa itu masih

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(-) Ishtarthis cursed..wish i never had..sunshine : first question. How are you?Ishtar: mmhh.. Ishtar: like this Ishtar: :) Ishtar: whats wrong? Ishtar: r u ok?sunshine: nothing is wrongsunshine: just my girl is hanging out with her friendssunshine: so when i cal hersunshine: she didnt respondsunshine: just annoyedsunshine: shitsunshine: mai.. tak bilangin, kaya gini tuh emang bukan dipikir dari

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even its not clear..even its not straight from u..i got some answer..that this is over..may i cry now ??.:. just a though .:.

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today isnt my good day...badan lemas letih lesu, dunno why..with feeling yang ga jelas...entahlah..n then..suddenly..i decided to give up with u..its tiring me...to fight without knowing ur feeling..n yeah..i ll keep silent...maybe its time to say good bye...or not..still dunno..mhh...i really...cannt understand what u want...:. just a though .:.

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what i want for my birthday :1. YOU2. YOU3. YOU4. interpretation of dream by sigmund freud *penasaran banget ma buku ini*5. dewi lestari all collection *baru punya akar, petir and filosofi kopi*6. mmhh...havent decide yet :P.:. just a though .:.

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can i sail, far across the seas?will you, let me, do as i please?if i could do this again, would i even go? would i even, would i go?i have this ocean of dreams in front of meill swim to the sun, and cast no, shadowsi have this ocean if dreams in front of me swim to the sun-its a waste to fallcan i sail, far across the seas?will you, let me, do as i please?if i could do this again, would i even

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egoiskah kalo aku cuma suka kamu?egoiskah kalo aku cuma mau kamu?egoiskah kalo aku cuma mikir kamu?egoiskah kalo aku cuma kangen kamu?dan aku tahu pastijawabanmu pasti **YA,KAMU EGOIS**satu kata saja dari kamu, minta aku pergi, usir aku jauh-jauh..katakan kamu benci aku, katakan kamu tak mau lagi mengenalku :) karena terdiam pun tak akan membuatku melangkah pergi ;).:. just a though .:.

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(doh) pengen rasana jedukkin pala ke bantal :P *kalo tembok kan sakit*...karena terlena,aku pun terlupa..not a big deal sih..bukan tentang janji atau melupakan seseorang. tapi melupakan sekitar. yup, fallling in love makin me blind, buta pada semua yang ada di sekitar. bukanna sok romantis, tapi katana kalo lagi in luv semua menjadi indah. nyatana saia malah lupa dengan keindahan di sekitar.

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ughhh..beteee..keeseeelll..tapi yah mo gimana lagi..so this is the story..berhubung kota yang aku tinggali sekarang sedang sering hujan, cucan pun lama kering, and i run out of underwear, jadilah saia berangkat ke sebuah dept store membawa bekal seadana..cuma punya 1 niat, **BUYING UNDERWEAR** berhubung saia bukan shopaholic atau cewe yang ribet, yang saia cari tentuna yang nyaman di kantong and

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tahun baru...mmhh....ko semua pada ber evolusi sih :P jadi ini jadi itu..pengen ini pengen itu...klo aku jadi anu and pengen nganuh aja deh :D ga muluk2 deh..kerjaan beres *liburan yuk bos*, percintaan lancaaarr *siapa kamu dimana??*,financial mengucur *jual murah jual murah* hehehe..ada satu pesta pernikahan di awal tahun, my lovely sista Cindy akan mengakhiri masa lajangna dengan kumbang dari

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ola ola..mmhh..posting blog pertama apa yah...well, sebelumna HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL..!!!!!heheheh....and 1st thing i did before it...diRAMAL pake TAROT sodara-sodara...setelah sebelumna harap-harap cemas, takut-takut, tarik nafas, hembuskan nafas *oups,kayana ada yang salah* akirna braniin deh menghadap penghulu *plak* tukang ramal dink, seorang wanita cantik berbaju hitam yang sexi, ah sudahlah tak

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hhmm....maybe its the right time to left all..from all i have..dunno when i ll be back...hope soon...bye all

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ya ya ya...congrat..u succed make me real dumb..real idiot...damn it...really hate myself now...

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Dear God - Avenged SevenfoldA lonely road, crossed another cold state lineMiles away from those I love purpose hard to findWhile I recall all the words you spoke to meCan’t help but wish that I was thereBack where I’d love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you isto hold her when I’m not around,when I’m much too far awayWe all need that person who can be true to youBut I left her

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cannt sleep tonight.dont know why,is it because of u or myself..hm...long night to think..sambil ber es em es ria dengan salah satu plurker gila wakakaakka he said my life seems to be interesting,is it?mmhhh..im not sure what its called..interesting or complicated huahahaha i dont even know what life for..all i know, i just want to make person i love..people i care..happy...yeah,im questioning,

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hmm.....karena ragu..pernah mencoba meninggalkanmu, membohongi hati dan perasaan sendiri. terlalu takut sakit hati. karena ragu pernah mencoba berpaling, yang ternyata itu tak mungkin. rasa ada tanpa diduga, tanpa bisa ditakar, tak berkurang namun bertambah. mungkin kamu bilang aku gila *indeed* atau buta [karena cinta] *plak* ....but, thats me..whatever will be, will be...i ve decide to fight

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today i just found new fact that really shock me..this guy, who said love me and care with me, annoyed me with anonym message that could brought heart attack to me.well, yeah..maybe im wrong, we just broke up last two weeks, but it cannt be reason to do that..i ll tell u the story, he knew my secret, and he [must be] knew how im react about that thing.he sent me message bout what im frighten,and

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I Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love YouI Love Yousimple word i wish i can say it to u

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whats in ur blog?mostly, mereka yang berkunjung ke halamanku atau ke milikku yang lain will say,damn its poem there.ya ya ya...lalu kenapa kalau aku hanya bisa menulis puisi?im not good person to tell what i did today,but in poems,the words just flow.tak perlu berpusing-pusing memikirkan susunan kata atau kalimat apa,just write whats on my mind,and what i feel.and if they cannt understand what it

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okay..im sure now.that i really caught.im in lovei realize this cos i feel what they called "jealous"....hm,its not good..really not good :(jealous just because of such small thing that meaningless, but hell yeah im **JEALOUS** .its risk of loving someone,and i dont know how to delete that feeling..its not good..bigger it is,mean bigger what i feel for u.and unlucky me,cos only me feel that....

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cannt breath...airmata pun tertumpah tanpa bisa tertahan..damn,i hate this situation.i shouldnt cry, i wont cry.for any reason...ada apa denganku hari ni,even im not screwed up with my job,im screwed up with myself...hormon??kupikir bukan..problem?hm..sure i have but not that big..i try to laugh..but this tears still fall..try to concentrate to other this,it still fall..should i take a knife n

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sejauh apapun kaki berlarikemanapun hati bersembunyisenyummu tetap terbayangaroma mu melayangterjatuh berulang kalitercabik tak hentitetap saja kini atau nantipadamu aku kembali

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seberapa sulitkah untuk sekedar berkata-kata?well it is for me...hasrat hati bilang rindu tapi cuma bisa aaahhh..errrr...mhhhh..feels so damn idiot...even i prepare before but still word split..gone when i need it..and..damned...being forgotten is hurt...especially when u missing him so much hahahahaha

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Kisses dontNo they dontNever dont lieYou can run if you want but you cant hideTellin you its the truth dont you ask whyKisses dontNo they dontKisses dont lieEmotions come and goAlmost how the wind will blowThere so little in this world to trust inSeduce themselves with liesSome dont realizeThey call it love but its really only lustinSo you see you and meWe're gettin close to the danger zoneShow

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wew....ada apa denganku hari ini..hasrat menulis sedemikian besarna.apakah karena jatuh cinta ??atau patah hati ??atau karena sang sumber inspirasi [belum] menolakku :Pentahlah...yang kutahu banyak kata ingin tertumpah hari inidan itu semua tentang kamu

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hear ur voice this afternoondrive me crazyimagine that lipsimagine that kisshell, yeah...u drive me crazyand only ur voicei can gettime and spacecannt make me forget that face

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....belum juga genap seharirindu untukmu telah hadir....

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Details In The Fabric feat. James MorrisonCalm downDeep breathsAnd get yourself dressed insteadOf running aroundAnd pulling all your threads sayingBreaking yourself upIf it's a broken part, replace itBut, if it's a broken heart then brace itIf it's a broken heart then face itAnd hold your ownKnow your nameAnd go your own wayHold your ownKnow your own nameAnd go your own wayAnd everything will be

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Arrrrrgggggghh...bete bete bete..sejuta bete deh pokona...dari dulu mpe sekarang, paling ga suka kalo kudu nunggu sesuatu yang blon jelas.well,kecuali dalam cinta ( apa bedana sih ???) kalau itu sih masih bisa mentolerir biar kudu nunggu 1000 tahun lamana ( itu mah bego namana).Well, dan sekarang rencana yang udah mateng kesusun jauh-jauh hari bahkan jaaauuuuuuuuuhh sebelumna terancam cancelled

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kamupernahsedangselalujadiinspirasiku

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not-not berbaris rapimembentuk untaian nadamembuatku geleng-gelengkan kepalamerayuku dengan harmonimembujukku lagi dan lagimarilah menari

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bibirku mungkin tersenyumtawaku mungkin menggemalihat mataku dengan seksama

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28 April, kita pertama bertemu.Aku kira tahun ini akan kita lewati begitu saja, toh kita tak lagi bersama, ternyata aku salah. Sekali lagi kamu membuatku jatuh cinta padamu, sekali lagi kau menangkap hatiku. Dan memang aku tak bisa membohongi hatiku.Kemarin, kamu datang. Ditengah-tengah kesibukan waktumu, kamu sempatkan datang hanya untukku. Bawa lagi senyummu. Buatku meleleh didepanmu. Sungguh,

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Enru, seorang teman yang merupakan penulis novel indonesia mengirimkan pesan singkat pada suatu malamjika hari ini adalah hari mencuri sedunia, apa yang mau kamu curi dari aku ? Anything...langsung saja kujawabaku mau keperjakaanmu, meski kutau itu tak mungkin hahahahaIseng-iseng, kuforward pesannya pada teman-teman terdekat, jawabannya ?OK : sebenernya c Q pengen mencuri hati cewe.tapi ga tau

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Pernah bercermin ? Semua orang pasti pernah. Apakah yang terlihat ? Benarkah yang terpantul benar-benar diri kita ? Atau hanya kulit yang membungkus jiwa ? pandang jauh dalam mata, apa yang terlihat ? Kebusukkan ? Kedamaian ? Hanya hati yang tahu. Terkadang cermin bisa sangat menakutkan, bukan saja karena memperlihatkan yang tersembunyi, namun juga me refleksikan diri. Gerak, mimik wajah, tipuan

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Pernahkah kamu bermimpi, akan jadi apa nanti ?Atau kamu skarang, adalah perwujudan mimpimu dulu ?Dulu, aku pernah bermimpi...Tak muluk-muluk memang. Aku hanya ingin bahagia, semakin lama aku pun meragukan kebahagiaan seperti apa yang aku mau, definisi bahagia yang bagaimana yang aku impikan. Entahlah, aku hanya ingin diterima, olehmu, kalian, mereka. Diakui bahwa aku memang ada, bukan sekedar

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Setiap keluarga punya masalah, itu pasti. Sedikit atau banyak, tak ada keluarga yang luput dari masalah, pertengkaran, keributan, kesalahpahaman. Kadang, hal-hal itulah yang membuat ikatan keluarga semakin kuat.Saat seseorang menikah, sedikit banyak tentulah mempunyai angan dan harap tentang kehidupan perkawinannya, meskipun mungkin pada awalnya, bayangan selalu terbentuk dengan bumbu-bumbu

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argh....hari ni ketemu ma "fortuneteller" yang "membaca" hidupku tanpa aku pertanyakan...actually, i dont want to know it either...buat apa mengungkap misteri ??? bikin hidup g d tantanganna....meskipun kadang-kadang emang suka ngintip ramalan horoskop hahahahah.....

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tak terasa seminggu tak mendengar suaramuternyata aku masih rindukupikir kamu malah melupakankumaaf, bukan ku membencimuaku muak, pada kata cintamutahukah kamu kegilaan karena cinta ?bukan mendamba, bukan memujatapi menanti dalam ketidakpastianlelah sudah

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"aku kabur dari rumah, sementara mungkin unreachable. Wish me luck :D "Sebuah pesan singkat kukirim padamu. Mungkin kamu kira aku hanya bercanda, sekedar pesan tanpa makna, pertanda kerinduan seperti yang biasa kukirimkan. Mungkin kamu tak perduli, apapun yang terjadi padaku, toh aku tanggung sendiri. Atau mungkin kamu memang melupakanku. Tak penting yang mana, aku hanya ingin berpamitan padamu.

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weit, dulu dah pernah punya..lagi-lagi bermasalah dengan ingatan akan password hahahaha jadi bikin lagi deh, memanggil "stey" untuk minta bantuan, yang disebutkan malah ngilang :D

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